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Faded...
...FADED...
Chorus:
I'm feeling faded... (faded.... x3 Echo)
I'm feeling faded, faded like i've never made it
I wanna just let go, the pain inside
cry a night, just leave my tears to dry...
I'm feeling faded... (faded.... x3 Echo)
I'm feeling faded, faded like i've never made it
i wanna just be free, and smile a time
be right, easy, just live my life...
Verse1:
Why is my mind racing? I tried to ease the pace
for days, I had faces replay in different ways.
Gazed, I'm spaced out which changed my behaviour,
you ain't me, so you don't know why I'm feelin' faded.
I haven't cried in ages, so i fear my mind's eager
to let out the emotions and tears I cry deeper.
Sadden my soul steeper, intense the climb
of getting my hopes up, to live a good life
I strived, but fell off the top without warning
family problems pounded my heart into mourning.
yet continued a life in which I had to live
coz my friends supported me with all they had to give.
Obsessive about rap and why people reject it,
i'm sure when they hear me, i'll feel more respected
lengthen and improve, and keep a steady pace
let out my emotions just like my friends say...
(Chorus)
Verse2:
Why am I confused? My dad doesn't understand
if I told him that I rap, he'll reject my future plans
and my mum knows a little, how i write till bed
I get upset sometimes when I think in depth...
Even at times, I feel I need to escape this struggle
More troubles then I thought my mind could juggle
I run out of things to write, so my imagination’s stuck
Trying to think of new topics, but I’ve got writers block
Send my lyrics back to the board, and erase the last statement,
My life’s faded, and my hopes and future feels degraded
I wanna make it, so I continue keep telling my self
That I can reach my goals and live with better wealth
Will I ever think that happiness seems like a waste?
Blank space in my head tried to convince me for days,
But I’ve given up on lost memories, I can’t look back now
Coz if you don’t try to strive forward, you’ll never learn how…..
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