I take a puff of this, inject, man, this high is like no other
And I lie dormant in bliss, knowing I'd trade my own mother
For a blast like this, some heroin pumping through my veins
The morphine in my body, changing and stimulating my brain
As I lose my train of thought, I see colors swirl, no purpose
True happiness unfurled, no troubles, no problems to hurt this
I know I was supposed to go to work today, know I have a baby
In the bedroom, screaming, but tonight, the cries won't faze me
My eyes will just blaze, see, first I have to look out for myself
The drugs are good for my health, can't always focus on wealth
Can't always worry about being rich, the stress is too much
Can't waste time thinking either, that's a place I won't touch
Can't face my wife right now, that bitch simply doesn't matter
Neither does the fact I do crack with hepatitis in the bladder
And the satisfaction seizes me, clearly the toxication pleases me
The attraction of rapture from the drugs, it captures and teases me
And reason be damned to Hell, I'm getting the experience, well
It's worth the cancer spreading, I'm beheaded by dealers who sell
He rises, surprised by the mirror, snot-covered face in the night
Only his eyes show a soul confronting the enemy...
and losing the fight
