My pain tends to infect my brain
I was born into oblivion and left insane
My maker threw me a curse.....why?
My family reading out my gravestone was my nursery rhyme
That's what used to put me to sleep
I stack up sin so my future looks to be bleak
Everybody identifies cause we all live around terror
When its time for that trip please forgive all my errors
I make more mistakes than most but my hearts true
Live a better life? its too late to start too
The last nightmare i had i woke up and lost breath
I gotta live this life with whats left
Which just seems to be violence and misery
All i want is some silence but is it free?
If i gotta lose my existence for somebody to change then i'll sacrafice
Can you answer me one question first, what's really after life?
I let my misery warm me up on a cold morning
I'll probably go straight to hell without no warning
Im looking around watching my back three sixty five
I had sixty one dreams now i just see sixty die
So im running around searching for my one dream
But i got a potent poision screaming through my blood stream
Im this way till youve heard that im gone
In my mind i love em but in my heart i wanna murder my songs
I can hear you crying asking the priest to bless you
Look i dont have to be on your street to test you
I'll be in your dreams but i could be in your house
Fuck counting the days i got my sins to count
Forget friends, this life is a lonely slaughter
Im not even living im putting my demons in your holy water
Then you can see how fast the problems come
The world is full of made up messiahs even god is one
Just 2 verses of the deeper shit the last 2 or 3 posts have just been that sick punches and metaphors so i thought id post up some deep shit i wrote a while back.
