I Miss You

you see grandma i reminise on them precioius hours i didnt spend with you
n i know u were an angel for the fact that heaven sent for you
but i wish that GOD could of bent the rules, so u could stay for a lil bit longer
but truth is the more you are gone the more that i grow stronger
i know that you are above us, guiding us
n i know u right beside of us
n to be brutually honest i feel guilty for your pain n your sorrow
i would do n e thing jus to see you tomorrow
i know right now u jus smiling on me
n for the things ive been doin i know u'd be while'n on me(going crazy)
i cry when all i can think about is you
n truth is i cant be without you
im sorry for always laggin to see you
n now that your gone i hate the fact that i was never there to see you
n i dont care that people who read this r gonna hate
im jus postin it so that they can relate
i know ur shaking your head cuz im having a baby
but i hope that sure turns out to be like the the most beautiful lady
my dearest grandma ernestina
something like a modern day mona lisa
u will never be forgotten cuz u gon be tattoed on my arm
i hope u guide me into success n lead me outta harm
i remember every morning u serving me cream of wheat
i'd go play u watching me through window making sure i wasnt in the street
u didnt have a car so u send me to the store wit my uncle joe
u cared about every single person, god rest ya soul
n just to let you know, I LOVE U N MISS U, i know u know that
n imma visit u soon, i hope u can visit me back

R.I.P