I saw the way she winked at you, through the dusty window of the bus,
And I envied how you smiled at her when you were supposed to live for 'us',
How she flicked her hair and pouted when she saw you staring back,
How it made me feel so useless, when she had everything I lacked,
Her long blonde hair, her pretty eyes, cute dimples in her chin,
The skirt she'd rolled up to her thighs revealing yards of smooth brown skin,
The way she tipped her head forward, so her pupils bore into you,
She barely cared that I was there, and the evidence shone through.
And even when we turned the corner, and her face was far from sight,
You sighed and smiled so longingly, and so did I, to be polite.
Inside I was screaming, and felt like grabbing at your throat,
But I swallowed tears and burped up laughter. she had got your vote.
I realised once you were quite close but I'd torn you apart,
Because I couldn't withstand the fury, however childish, in my heart,
I hated every inch of her but you'd loved her enough for two,
And you'd dropped her like an atom bomb, when I said she'd been playing you,
I saw the pain drive you insane but I made sure that I was there,
To pick you up when you felt down and show you that I cared,
As weeks turned to months you forgot waiting by the phone,
But you soon met some other girl once more confidence had grown,
She'd been more easy to discard and vanished from your life,
I told you that she'd ended it, but she only wanted to be your wife,
I guess some would say I am jealous, and the truths not far from home,
But I don't want to share my favourite guy, because this love is all i've known
You must know how I feel now, because deep down you shy away,
And when you joked I was a faggot' you must have known that I was gay.
don't ask. I was watching boat trip. one cool ass film. lots of gays though. links are coming. have faith.
