Pixel Pefect

Pixel Perfect

I suffer from cold sweats, my mind's wandering
and I also remind myself of the time that im squandering
eyes in a clouded ring- frequent tears cause smokey vision
but I can't provoke my vision before I embrace and grope her rhythem
her stroke is hidden but I can feel her heartbeat when I see her
Im just a prisoner trapped beneath her, it seems I need her
Her voice plays over N over in my minds speaker, if you only knew
haunted by nightmares of being without her then wake up and find its true
im binded through addiction, she makes my heart turns shades of crimson
but its like my loves too vague to mention becus' she never pays attention
I sleep by myself, one day hoping her flames will kindle
heavenly goddess, I can feel her prowess as her shillouete invades her window
Im thoroughly trapped and blinded, I know the path but cant find it
trying to connect with her, "I'll write it", that'll douse this fire pit
that I feel in my stomach, so I compose my feelings through a letter
no one taught me to deal with heartache I thought id be feeling better
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"how can I reach her"-
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two weeks with no return for sender, by now Im burning ember
cant become one with my nerves and temper, no words to remember
my mind state can be disregarded, I get retarted, pains getting colder
I find myself in my living room just watching her over and over
cant turn the drunken' glum sober, something has got to give
I fade out and in and more frequently find myself where she lives
drawn to her like the strings on a puppet, I play a giant part
in her current budget and why she sparks, do I love her or her form of art?
this nausea thats feels more like a euphoria just makes a warrior start
I got my gameplan, you cant tame man, with a bleeding addiction and a lonely heart
I think about her, does she think about me? I doubt it, but I'll take the crown
as your only love because if my heart falls out it'll shake the ground
so I creep through the patio doors and be sure not to make a sound
"even though Im thinking loud"...
move from downstairs to upstairs trying to evade the pound
that I feel in my chest...
I can see her resting and it makes me proud
I'm pacing now, I think im ready to take it now
slowly I creep up to the bed and pull the blankets down
and marvel at her beautiful body that shapes her gown
I go to slowly caress her and hit the dresser
she screams!
now Im feeling fresher before my brain is being hit with pressure
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I come to..-cloudy eye sight, handcuffs, and bright lights
while im still seeing visions of her in my hindsight
I cant beleive she'd do this to me when I was only trying to make it right
didnt want to create a fight, I wasnt only trying to stay and break the night
my headwounds are aching tight, I was too dazed to evade the knife
I was only trying to create a life, why would she try to take my life?
they showed me all the letters I sent her and footage of me outside her place
already knowing what side to take, I feel the burn beside my face
angry at the circumstances that just hurt my chances of loving hopelessly
they bring me to her to show her me, she said she knows its me
but doest even notice me
doesnt she know Im her biggest fan? I admire her work and her womans worth
I seen all your movies and your shows and I support your career
I sent you letters and tried to call you, maybe your phone wasnt near
I was only trying to tell how I feel, where do I begin
Ive known you for years on end, so is my love a sin?
instead you acknowledged everyone else and fucked with them
and now since im gone it seems your stuck with them...
but I'll be back for sure, because you see, my loves asserted
before I left I blew her a kiss, this relationship is pixel perfect

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